this is how I would doctor
this is how I would doctor
Us (2019)
THIS IS NOT FOREVER
— a camp nano 2020 wip by @mshelleys
(working) title : this is not forever
genre : (zombie) apocalyptic horror
currently : planning / outlining
word count goal : 50k
themes and tropes : found family; poc and lgbt+ main cast; it isn’t perfect but it’s better; we’re all in this together
trigger warnings : zombies; the apocalypse; trauma and ptsd; violence; blood; death
will i actually keep up with this? we’ll seeSYNOPSIS
Life sucked, but nothing sucked more than life in the literal zombie apocalypse.
Maribelle knew this — just a few months into the start of the literal apocalypse, her (ex) husband left her alone with most of her supplies as well as their kids. Now alone and to her own devices, Maribelle has become a pessimistic, zombie-killing self-proclaimed badass (which, to be fair, she is). However, part of her knows she can’t stay where she is. She just doesn’t want to leave, not yet.
That was a year and a half ago.
Now Maribelle’s running out of supplies, and she has to go further and further away from her home base to get more. She finds others, people she doesn’t want to adopt into her care but invite themselves anyway, and now she’s being forced to move on from everything she’s known toward a future not even the others are positive will happen.
Then again, it’s the zombie apocalypse; nothing is certain except that this is not forever.
CHARACTERS (
as of right now)MARIBELLE — the main protagonist of our story (she/her). somewhere in her early thirties (as if she keeps up with that anymore) and divorced, has killing zombies down to an art form. probably seen as cold-hearted to most other people, and they may be right.
RIVER — one of the first people maribelle finds in scouring further from where she normally goes (they/them). they think the entire zombie apocalypse is bullshit and have a new conspiracy theory for it every hour. very much like maribelle in that they can fight off zombies and may also be a little cold (but they’re arguably nicer than maribelle).
ROBERT — evelyn’s widowed father who just lost his wife when he and maribelle met (he/him). a big softie who doesn’t really like killing zombies, but does so to keep his daughter safe. doesn’t care why the apocalypse started, and he knows it won’t end, he just wants his daughter safe.
EVELYN — robert’s only child who’s arguably too young to be growing up as a young teen in the zombie apocalypse (she/her). loves her dad and misses her mom, even though she’s happy that she’s still making it through every day. a likable child with stars in her eyes and the whole world ahead of her, as long as she makes it through.
A DISCLAIMER
due to current events, i feel it is important to say that everything happening in this project is completely and entirely fictional. it’s been a wip i’ve wanted to make for years with characters who have bounced from universe to universe for a long time (maribelle, especially). this is their home now, and they will grow where i planted them.
PEOPLE WHO MAY BE INTERESTED?
@emdrabbles @laketrials @semblanche @quilloftheclouds @vandorens @holotones
❄️They are just chillin❄️
This is exactly what happens in my brain all the time.
I HAD NO IDEA WHERE SHE WAS GONNA GO WHEN SHE SAID “SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE A LOAF OF BREAD” AND NOW I’M JUST. I’M LOSING MY FUCKING MIIIIIIIIIIIIIIND SDFUHDKJJFSDHSKJL
kitty foreman said fuck female socialization
Un-make me.
castiel-in-a-sherlocked-tardis:
THIS IS AMAZING
I’m about five of these listed above. I’m not sure if that makes me extra weird.
This post. Forget all the posts that try to lift your self esteem or show fluffy kittens because they supposedly will make you happy. THIS POST has made me happier than any other post that was meant to make me happy ever has.
This may be my favorite post ever and I may repost it every time I see it